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29 October, 2009 , 5:40 AM
Hi people.
its a lame post again.
For max .
i dont know you got read my blog anot.
if have please tag me :)
now a days i have think alot.
am i still your gf? how long we didnt talk in real life ? i dont want just only say hi / bye .
past fews day i keep go find you. but, you didnt talk. & i didnt talk?
i dont know what topic i have to chat with you.
always i ask you things, you will just say dont know.
just like me. we have same character. same attitude.
but , how much i give in ? how much i do . it will always there
i keeping this relationship from past till now .
if i didnt give in, i dont know we can still continue till here not ?
maybe for you , what i write/talk is just rubbish or nothing to you.
or you may think i`m thinking rubbish again.
i know you dont like me cry.
but i cant, i have to. i feel lonely, who will be there for me?
will you? think bah. how much i can continue, i feel its hurt & i dont feel love now
even around my friends can see how much i tried.
been crying over this whole month. :'(
Someone may say i`m not suit to be a girlfriend for you? maybe?
i admit, i dont really treat you good. but i know i treat you better then you treat me.
im tired , max how long more we can continue?
you say you love me 1314. whats 1314 ?
will there be forever love? will it be the last for us?
if you want to be last. be treasure this relationship.
im dying soon. i dont think im having a relationship now.
im sorry, but really . i cant feel the love you gave me .
iloveyou still .
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In audition just now.
i know your joking with me. you keep say that gal is your new laopo.
i know she's your god jie. but i still kinda jealous.
cause you didnt talk to me. & seeing you calling people laopo.
how i feel? everytime, before i sleep. i sure go audi see whether are you in anot?
i miss you , i dont know how to contact you.
sigh, at least you did say bb to me. :(
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later afternoon - night will be at outside.
max, if you coming find me?
please give me a call.
cause i`ll be at outside . tkcare.