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03 November, 2009 , 7:38 AM
Ahh. Right from my heart.
i still love him.
i guess this r/s , make me gone mad -.-
i keep asking ying pei me go drink LOL
but i dont know how to drink. but i wana learn :( !
shag ah. -_- .
seriously, im waiting for him .
but, i guess he wont be coming to find me le bah.
even blog, he doesnt even come & read alr.
just saying out whats my feeling now x.x
i kept reading those audi msg he sent me.
really can keep tears out eh.
sigh, im really sorry i didnt make you happy when we both are together
i always like blaming you for not caring me all these.
we always communicate just like friends. haiz
sometimes i really hate myself for not cherishing our r/s properly.
maybe i make you disappointed & makes you likes other girl?
i really don't know eh. i want a answer.
you told me , if want patch. you need cool down? ..
i keep thinking when we both at grandlink.. saying break that time.
why cant you feel the regret.. after we breaked. & you regret.
but, what for you regret? you dont really love me alr.
why you make me feel that we still have the chance to be together
whywhywhy ! hate myself. i hate myself for waiting for you
i always worry that you will come my place & find me
& im scare im not at home.
why i have to scare? please give me a answer & let me stop loving you.
make me not to worry so much.
FRIENDS / LOVERS?  you choose.

If you read this post , & you wana patch or whatever.
Call me. i'll be there, listen what you say.
maybe its the last time we see each other .
or we will continue? :O
i know love cannot be forced.
but i din okay. actually after we broke off that day.
i really want give up everything. but went home. saw those audi msg.
you make my mind really cannot forget le. x.x
tell meeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!
call me & say everythinggg....... T_T
in case you forget my number. ( 9001 9442 ) .













Edit post-
Max, thanks for keeping this r/s .
i guess , your the one who keeping this r/s & didnt say break.
im sorry for blaming .
why didnt you tell me you love her still
& you still continue with me..
when i ownself saw something you wrote in youtube. which is 3weeks ago..
i see le , straight away cried out .
you never love me before right?
sigh, i hate you for not telling me truth.
能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了 我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了
my heart is so painful now, really......
i guess, its time for me to give up.
goodluck max. get her back !
i gave you all my support.
even though i dont bear. but i cant force you anymore
thanks for everything:D







Damnit. coughing badly now -.-
below my eye .. the skin there sibei pain -.-
i think i cry then i wipe till hothot. zzzzz.............
going sleep soon. going out with sis & sharoln.
will update tonight or tml :) !
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