pbs - :D

2011-07-25T01:32:00.000+08:00

2011-01-04T02:29:00.006+08:00

SISTER'S BABY! LEROY :D.

2010-10-14T00:25:00.000+08:00

Everything ish just a dream.
I've woke up in the dream, i shouldnt have this kind of feeling.
This is not i wanted, And not i Wished.
the tears i dropped, its not worth at all. :D.
i should not being like this. I'm stronggggg!
~~

~~GoodbyeBaka~~

2010-10-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

I enjoyed myself today, love baka :B .
Watched movies, Acardeeee . :D
And lan w himmmm. (Y)
just want being like this .....

2010-10-12T01:46:00.000+08:00

Recently me :D. Tmr gona catch movie w baka ♥

2010-09-23T04:19:00.002+08:00

MIA BLOG.

The reason why. I know only.
Fcuker. :)

2010-09-04T04:23:00.001+08:00

This my lastest photo~ Had my new haircut, and new colour! (:
I feel weird eh, my hair -_-"
ahhhhh, Tiring month ~ No off day till next next week. damnn!!

2010-08-03T02:36:00.005+08:00

2010-08-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

Keep telling myself not to think so much.
(Y) , :D

2010-07-13T02:09:00.002+08:00

Everything will be alright from now on. Shall not think of PAST.
No more you..
:D.

2010-06-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

This is life.
Now the life is all i wanted.

2010-06-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

Hi blogger :/ .
sigh, yesterday msging with di. ):
he ask me forget him. & walk out.. don`t think of him already....
& I told him, i already waited for him about half a year.
If i want to give up , i already give up. & had new relationship .? :/
I just don't want getting more hurt...
There's no true love to me :D .

He hurt me, the pain will never forget..
he don't know how i feel ... but its ok liao lah. so long already :D.
takecare when you're inside !
Come out don't be naughty !!!! haha. not everyone can change you.
YOU, Yourself, ownself don't change >
Don't change yourself for others. but yourself. Don't let people look down ok....

Imissyou(:

2010-06-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

Blahblahblah.

-------------------------------------------------------------

Hope you're fine. :)
take good care .......................

2010-05-15T00:27:00.001+08:00

I`m back to post again . :D
I'm sad but, i'm happy too.
sister is going move out to jie fu place already . on the 18th may.
I do miss her . I wana tell how much i care & love her. ( sounds so girly uh ;x )
I never show my love to you before. I`m shy T_T!! LOL . & i know i always angry & xiao qi. my attitude ..
but , you always care me so much. I'm like a kid . never grow up. never wanted to find a job.
After you've a child in your stomach. & I really go find a job. & i`m working hard for money to support mom & house bills.
All this year life i never call you a jiejie infront of you. :(
Sometimes i want what. you also will buy for me. thanks for those this year . you taking care of me....
hais, you told me to be more independent . thanks sister. now i'll try my best to do everything for family.
I hope after you moved there. you'll be happy. no one bullies you !
i hope everything you'll tell me. no secret. :(. I LOVE YOU SISTER,............. =(

I going be aunty soon. haha ! & i'll lonely :( !!!!!!
&& I miss the day we at kbox. FIRST TIME 2 of us singing.. I miss everything . forever in my mind :D!
takecares!
-

Poh ! Grats baby 1month :) . tmr going to meet you. & I'll wake early for both of u !
see baby cut hair :D. carrine's mom is a best friend of mine. she always will treat me stuffs when i got no money. the best best friend i have. & she's married also. I miss her toooo ! :(.

2010-04-24T02:22:00.001+08:00

I'm back to post again. :D
very busy working now.
I love some of the workers !
i'm the youngest over there. lol, remember one day got 1 of the worker. the auntie cook soup & bought me food!
just like my mom . haha! thanks:D.
Hope i can work more then half a year. :( . I scare my lazynesss @_@!

hmmm , past few days. i was sleeping , i hear someone keep calling me! i thought i was dreaming, and i ignore awhile. afterthat, he keep calling my name. i went out to open door, & i saw him,. i was totally shock .. he came to look for me. And its early morning 7am+ .
but i`m shock not the time, its him. I'll never think of him will come find me anymore.
we didnt see each other for some months le . & we broke off bout 5months? :/ . Haiz, I shouldnt have ..
I hope you can be more mature. think more bout your future. i dont want people say you anything.
i want you to be safeeee . enjoying what you want. unlike now. hais, you know what i want to say uh... :(
I've been waiting for you last time . until you found her F}. i already giving up at that time. but i`m still missing you. everyday see your blog. even im busy i also will . (:
I know i've no longer a chance. & i know even we together also will end up like last time.
remember you asked me for. . . . . I keep say i need to think ? :/
alot of things you don't know. i changed alot cause of you.
but i did not feel that i know you is a wrong . I don't care how people look down on you or what.
i just will love you for the way you're.
Learn to love yourself first. :D

I'm sorry. don't come and look for me . my mom and sister was angry at me..... :(
Haiz, i was upset this few days. i hope you can find other girl

! :) ? lol.
i know you don't love me . i know you love her, go for her again .
i'm not the one for you anymore. takecare for yourself okay.
I miss the day 20april & 21april. (:

{ Love is blind. (:

2010-04-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

haiz, now a days keep work work !
chiong 1week le. no off T_T!
no work no money ~ :(.
sibei stress, today work alone. i`m a trainer. they put me alone. wtf....
not enough people. haizz.
T_____T
today work 2pm-9.30pm.
somemore i alone, doing 2peoples job. _l_
tmr need work morning shift.. -.- 6.30am - 2pm ... -____-
so tiring sia...
will update when i`m freeeeee. :S

2010-03-29T08:58:00.001+08:00

hey peeps :D.
this few days, i`m lazy to post. .
hehe, fri went out with mom & sharoln.
& sat went with leon & xingrong. :)
some pictures coming up .

Until you say you love me <3

2010-03-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

2010-03-07T06:34:00.003+08:00

buddy leon :) !

hello world :D
yesterday meet buddy - Leon, Xingrong ] & Yuji.
i went to bugis to meet buddy & xr ,
And we went to funshion 3 play pool while waiting for yuji come. ;O
play fews rounds le , we walk to parklaneeeee had our dinner .
after that we go buy movie ticket @ cathay.
watched Alice In The wonderland. ;) , 2/5 !
& we went to lan to play L4D2 .
played 3hours & all cab home @_@!
I've fun today. long time no meet themmmmmm.
I love the outingg. we always have fun. thanks guys . always make me laugh alot :)
pictures coming up soon :D.

2010-03-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

no make up photos. :O
Bought this lens for a week alr. now then i'm using. LOOOOOL!
<3

2010-02-15T11:27:00.001+08:00

hehe. all pictures are here :) !
loveeeeeeeeeeeees:D

2010-02-13T04:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE TO EVERYONE ! ;D
tomorrow is valentine's day. ha ;)
hope everyone found their true love.
last long :).
Im still waiting for the silly one.

pictures will be upload after chinese new year. (;
hehehe:D

2010-02-08T07:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, yuji come find me take his belongings. & then we 2 went to aljunied E-Net lanshop played 6hours.
after that we eat breakfast. ;D.
then then i accompanying him wait for the first train to come. its around 5.46am.
after that, i want take bus...
blabla. continue others at the bottom.

Fuck, early in the morning 5+ i was about to take bus home. but walking to bus-stop. got 1taxi driver stopped beside me, And ask where i stay. I say my place address. I thought he will charge me free or cheaper price. when i board in the cab. and he drive to eunos le.. he stop at somewhere eunos there de factory... his hand come and touch my shoulder... after that, his hand is coming toward my breast . -.- . I was like speechless. -.- , but luckily, friend msg me, And his hand off ! T__T . Next time dont sit infront seat if your alone.the taxi driver is a malay guy. age 25 - 30. bewareeeee ! D:

He asked me alot of question.
how many ex do i have?
longest bf is how long?
how old am i ?
do i drink/smoke?
do i have money ? ( i say i've enough. why ? , he reply me . no money i give you ) . nice one -.-
& alot. cant really remember. but its so scary lah -.-
the taxi no. i think is 7398... please beware .. those fker zzz.

2010-02-02T01:11:00.001+08:00

What a tiring day. 1st day of work at kovan- shop : cheri kids .
its so sucks leys!
the boss last min call me. should be working at 11am.
but the boss called me at 9am+ -.-
Then, i sure will late. & the boss ask me work at 1pm :).
& I slept at 6.40am -.- !!!!!!!!!!!!
as, the job. well, its too tiring for people to stand for so long.
BUT nevermind ! the break-time is less then 15mins to eat? & the break-time is at 8pm.
was starving the whole afternoon :[.
stupid lohz . -.- !
And after finish work, I was yay-ness manxz.
but then, i`m not going to continue work. LOL!
as i'm only helping people work for 12days. but 1day i alr k.o to this job !
& i've not enough jeans to go work and , no off days in a week -.-
I might not getting the 1st day pay. but its okay bah. ' sway ' ! :(.
Next time shouldnt work this kind of job. break-time kns. LOL~
Haiz, who wana yang meeeeee !
Laughs. (:
I'm going look for other job yeah.
Someone could intro meeeeee ? :x.
the grooming please no jeans. LOL! :[.
blablah. fcuk up days._.!

If someone say he/she loves you in a msg or msn or what shit.
but not in real life. its always a joke !
they wont even dare to face you & say those mushy words.
but onlines or msg. they are sweet like sugarzx.
Please don't get touched with those bitches / bastard ! :)
If you don't love him/her . don't play w/ his/her feelings.
Mouth talk can be a rubbishhhh . Please fcuking do action do make her/him trust you. ;D!
I'm not saying him/her or you.
Unless you admit ? D:
LOOOOOOOOOOOL !
Been lame-ing w/ myself. lmao-.-
I've been attitude to mtjj & jer.
& my msn personal message sibei swee !
shall not mention. If not people kpkb ;D .
ROFL! byeeeeeee readers ~

2010-01-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

HI ! (:
evening time, met siewgek go buy dinner& stuffs.
& slack awhile. been gossip-ing ! hehe.
after that went home use comp -_-
webcam with weisiang just now. LOL.
he say i look like half a sleep ._.!
hahahaha. well.

No offence but it is my blog, why wouldn't i even write something i like to (;
If you don't even trust your loves one. together for what? -.-
And we broke up long ago.
i'm his bygones. if you're not happy what i wrote or whatever. then your problem.
HAHA !

2010-01-26T06:08:00.000+08:00

Love this song after i watch Hi, my sweetheart.
The show very nice. :)
funny & sad . make sure you tears after you watch some part (:
I cried the most is Ep 11.
really touching, :( .
bahhhhhhh , im going for bed now.
nights :>

2010-01-23T05:00:00.001+08:00

wooohooo !
heellllllllo .
lie on my bed for 3-5days ? didnt ate much also. D:
i cant even move around, because of my wound!
cant walk, sit, stand, even i'm urgently needs the toilet. I tahan my pee for 1days+
i cant even stand . when i stand i will feel dizzy.
& all afternoons i'm alone at homeeeee.
no one could help me up also.
thanks to sis & mom.
specially my sister. she did help me alot.
so i could stand, walk , sit nowwwww ! :)
but im not totally recover yet. but soon :D.
ooooooo. mommy told me that she tears, cause i'm suffering the pain.
i wana tears out already. lol :\.

anw, thanks yin for helping me work my fb ffs. :x ..

emmm! he found his loves one already.
i'm happy that he had found his girl. :)
although, my heart was like cracking already. Lool.
but, i know its too late for us.
you you you ! last long with herrrrr .
I don't wish to see you sad. :)

2010-01-15T08:08:00.000+08:00

Hohoho , hi world :D.
just got back home @ 6am+ bahs lol.
so tired. ytd meet peiling . then meet louis :)
which is just met him first time in rl ! :)
hah, so boringgggggg ! :s.
been slacking the whole midnight..
and we walked a big round to peiling's house there de void deck. LOL
leg pain now ehs._."
ahh, now a days really bore.
finding job ! :)
no games for meeeeeeee !
..........................

Belated 1st month anniversary coupling my pandaaaaaaa . LOL
heh . i'm so lame ~ :o

2010-01-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hai ~
I miss my sister. :(
she went KL for 3days .
im so touched cause sister from there call me .
just to ask me want fake gucci bag? LOL
even though not real one, But i'm still happy !
<3 :D

I feel that my life is going back to past.
a unhappy past. -_-
& its not a good memories to me ._.!
fuck that ):

2010-01-03T03:09:00.005+08:00

hi world !
quite long didnt blog :(..
haha, this few days @ home rotting like fcuk. LOL
yesterday bought 2webcams. its doraemon & monkey design. SUPER CUTE !
i sotsot, bought 2 ._. !
now i'm selling away the monkey =).
anyone interested? lol ~
if you're interested please kindly tag me at my chatbox or text me @ 9001 9442 , (:
First come first serve.
Please take a look @ the monkey webcam . thanks. :)
selling monkey off ! LEH-LONG ~

Own a blogshop with my bestf.
Take a look @ it . http://ms-hotstuffs.blogspot.com
please support us! thanks :X

Everything you do and say, touched my heart.
but, need times to heal myself. ): !

2009-12-29T14:48:00.001+08:00

C. This is what you do , And didnt give me an answer!
I don't know what you want.
And i wont bother so much if you doesnt even want to care about it.
let it be.

I admit, from bottom of my heart i still loves him.
no matter what i do, i'm trying to forget him.
But, i don't know why. I just cant.
seeing him treating his loved one so sweet.
I know i'm jealousing. but what to do ?
only can give him the bless of mine.
seeing him happy jiu hao (:
but, i can't be happy?
no one would make me happier.
I know its the wrong way to step in.
history will repeat again and again.
do what also wrong!
act like i don't care. but i do care!
no one knows, only me..
He will never know also.
when you're trying to treat someone good, she/he will never appreciate .
when you're not treating him/her good. its like so fucked.
i rather not to love someone, but want to be loved by someone.
everything should not have start. and it wont have a ending!
my heart is broken up ! its been 1month plus already.
first time, i feel so hurt.
but thinking back, the first month we together.
its a memories , I miss the times being with him. :)

He will never give up on her.
why should i give up on him ? :)
but, i won't do anything to let him back with me.
i just want him come back to me himself , if he think properly.
If , its impossible to be back. I'm just speechless.
At least , i still waiting.
everything need times. :)
imissyou . m}

2009-12-27T16:43:00.000+08:00

acting like i don't care.

being like so sarcastic.

no one knows (:

hoping everything comes anew.

for you & for me.

2009-12-25T19:29:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas To Everyone !

hmm, yesterday went to find chao at boonlay._.
go lanshop play for 3hours ._.
after that 8pm+ i went to take train back home x.x
blaaaaa. nothing much ):

2009-12-19T06:26:00.001+08:00

Random picture. 18th~ Wedding ~ LOL
Thanks to -slgkid ( larry di ) & Pika ( jinyu ) helped us wedding. ^^
We're friend then to be audition couples ~ :D

2009-12-15T04:25:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mtjx.
16years old already ~ :)
be happy!
what i wana say, you should know bah ?
I dont feel like posting out. lol
goodluck. dont cause of something, & your meaningless.
& no useless if you did tried on something.
Sorry didnt go your chalet.
I shouldnt go anyway :)
enjoy!

Imy, im tired of being like this.
I wana find a job, make myself more tired & tired.
wont think much again.
I suddenly tears out.
sighh ):
I know everything is not possible to be back anymore.
but Im still loving you much. :)

2009-12-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

Should i go tomorrow.?
i'm scare._.
didnt buy present also. -.-
sigh.
how
T___T

2009-12-13T02:13:00.002+08:00

Unfair.
Loving is pain.

Walk down the long path along and don't look back.
find your way out. & stop thinking bout past.
Everything is over .
I'm still finding the way out.
I still ♥ you.

2009-12-12T00:28:00.001+08:00

today went to find sharoln makan..
then go her house make blogskin . edit all for blogshop :@.

still not yet done.

After that nas come find me. pass me chocolate & milk. LOL
so good of him :)
then chatted awhile. i went back sharoln house make blog till 9pm + :(
tired liaos! :(.

Should I go?

2009-12-08T14:42:00.001+08:00

Fcuk Blogger.
Earlier i've blog it, but gone.
i'll re-write what i wrote. :O
I fogotten what i wrote earlier..........

I know you will read my blog.
And im just posting hows my feeling now.
I've read your bloggy. i know i shouldnt blog bout you.
cause i dont have a good listener, so i blog it
And it will make me feel better.
sorry.
I feel so hurt, & ITS VERY HURT ! BADLY.
Sigh, relationship is just like game.
theres always a start & a game over.
i lost. I LOST IT.
What i did, you dont appreciate it.
And now you loves other girl already.
you can cause of her, And you're going to change yourself.
I know i wont be yours anymore.
I wont be doing anything for you anymore.
i'll forget you. im trying to .
today is the 1month7days you left me.
And today is the day I SHOULD FORGET YOU.
Im serious. i need time though.
I wont get close to you. i wont think of you anymore !
im sorry, im quitting fam.

Anw, your birthday coming.
Wishing you a early HAPPY BIRTHDAY! MTJX (:
Wish you happy everyday & get what you wants.
It will be my last time blogging bout you.
Thanks for the memories from 1st sept 2OO9 .
My heart dead on 8december2OO9.
A new chapter will begin for you and me :)
Goodluck , takcecare & bye !

2009-12-08T10:03:00.005+08:00

hi world.
yesterday went to jb with sis , sharoln,katherine.
as usual, go there walk walk.
but nothing to buy -_-
zzz .
blablablaaaaaa

i kept thinking why, im still keep thinking of him.
make me feel sad.
always, will have his name in my conversation with my friends. LOL -.-
idk im mad or what.
he got someone he loves. & he can cause of her, change his character.
well, i should be happy or sad?
i only know how to cry,
yeah right, after i saw that.
I tears out.
sigh, can you just answer me.
YOU DONT LOVE ME ANYMORE.& NOT DONT KNOW.
ZZZZZZ.
how i wish i will never know you.
it wont be so hurt.......
when i tears, who will care? laugh.
heart aching . :\

byeeeeeeeeee.....

2009-12-02T05:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, shar, sis & me went out to celebrate my birthday?
but no cake ? just like normal days =.=
yawn, sad. LOL
go downstair eat curry fish head, sambal prawn, egg with prawns & salad you tiao !
after that headed to buy blogshop items. only for girls =]
hmm. keep shop till .. leg pain ! :O
buy finish le, go home.. then ask meifeng come be model:D.
all pictures taken alr. then rest le ... =.= '
thanks meifeng. ! :D....

M, I thought you will be wishing me a happy birthday yesterday.
but you didnt. kinda sad._.
i know, in your heart im already gone.
but mine, your still here.
i`m trying to let go. but its hard.
i just don`t face the fact.
we broke off for 1month1day.
but im still loving as b4.
i hate myself for not treating you well last time.
i know my attitude also. cannot make it! ):
sigh, how i would you will be here for me always ~
i kept tears when i think of you.
do you know, im trying to change myself for you.
& i want you to change yourself for everyone.
i know quite some of your friends doesnt like you.
im trying my best last time.
but you just dont listen to me. & we always quarrelled cause of this stuffs?
im sorry, i shouldnt force you. i should just ask .
i always cry , cause i dont know how to make you listen to me.
i dont want your friends dislike you.
im just wishing your friends will treat you better.
but its too late, its hard to change yourself.
hope you will be fine now.
i always wait for you to online audition. so i could had a talk with you.
but, when you online . very fast you offline already.
& you didnt online for quite long, im missing you like hell now .
My birthday wish doesnt come true.
my birthday wish , : hope ' M ' will say happy birthday to me.
Just a simple wish. but he didnt, as what ying said.
' bee , just face it. he doesnt have the heart to say happy birthday to you? '
i tears. i cry ! i still reply ying that , ' M might forgotten my birthday ' ? :(
cause, i guess he will remember my birthday ...
haish, i miss the day. everytime we met.
i just hope you will be good & changed to a nice guy.
& your friends would like you more. :)
takecare M. <3
the luvz for you always will remain.
it will always in my heart. mtjx.

2009-12-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF (;
Thanks all for the wish.
hehe. only jenson sang birthday song for me ! HAH.
thanks. cute :).
heh ! imisshim ;(

2009-11-28T04:38:00.000+08:00

Had my birthday plan le....
i think is only me and sister go eat & go ktv. :)
my singing sucks so not calling other people along bah ? LOL.
If anyone want celebrate with me tell me . i so lonely ):
i really hope i got chalet. but, its too late to book . And money problem. :/
eew. sad ! :( .
still thinking bout my birthday wish, hahahah!
i dont expect much.
maybe just a wish from everyone :)
i'll be happy. lol ! :D

His birthday also coming already. i hope i could save some money & buy present for him. :)
i dont know what he likes. useless me .
we been together before. but im just dont know what he likes.
even like to eat what or drink what, i also dont know .
guess, im really not a good girlfriend last time.
hah , if time could turn back. i'll be a better one.
day by day, everything changes. it wont be the one anymore.
shall look forward. heh(:

2009-11-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hai ~ birthday coming already.
no planning. guess not celebrating le.
even sister also no people.. celebrate also useless :)
no fun :O !
yi tian guo yi tian ~
hahas ...
how i wish my birthday, i got him help me celebrate. :(.
but is impossible anymore.
promises are meant to be broken.
so , shall not think so much anymore ! D:
sighhhh

2009-11-25T04:15:00.001+08:00

_l_ -.-

2009-11-21T22:15:00.002+08:00

today have my fam outing ! so fun :D:D
happy . keep laugh :D.
thanks members. haha ~!
& thanks mei & nuer for the present. <3
went to had movies & lan .
hahahah!
lanshop comp so suck LOL......... keep blackout -.-
yawn! :X .
here's some pictures of my members pic & mine :D .
ahaha so random~ :X

YongSim Disiao Juncheng LOL!

Hi we S.H.E dont siao siao ;x

HAHAH ! <3 Juncheng our idol ;3

Here comes Juncheng smexy leg ! =x

he shyshy ~

Guess who's butts is this LOL! LINWEIII ~~ :D

Its LINWEI again :x

Yashi :)

Yongsim ! :D

Lovely girls <3

Cuteboy juncheng, & lovely girls :X ! HAA!

HAHAHA ! all snapshot ;x

End of the pictures.

:DD !

2009-11-19T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. (:
im here to post ~ :O
yesterday went to JB with sis, sharoln, haiping, zhibing , ahxiong & eugenn.
go there shop x.x
around 4 or 5+ .
then sway sway eugenn lost his wallet .
wth ! stupid lahhh . then walk around findd
but cant find -_-!
sigh x.x
& report police @ around 8pm++ :O
then home sweet home ~
butbut in between 5+ - 7pm we went to Ktv sing song.
i only choose the song that max's fav .
Ai Tai Tong. i dont know why i choosed that song only :(
sigh, i know his having his happy life now. he got new girlf le ? hah
grats ?:O.
we breaked 18days only & yet you found new gf. PRO.
bwg, you made your choice. up to you.
as what sharoln said, if you 2 can last for 2months then tell her.
i guess maybe you can? maybe no? idk
well, goodluck.
bygones~~~ !
max, no need accompany me when my birthday.
i might not going your chalet. !
i dont wish to see something that i don want see -.-
well, i shall fk off.
everything you choosed. up to you.
bye .

2009-11-19T01:16:00.006+08:00

sigh . feel sad now z
...
will update tml .
byes;hurt
max ... :(
simply just fcuk me now please... fkfkfkfk. hate myself -.-
ZZZZZZ _l_
saw him removed our pic on facebook.
sigh, cry -.- ZZZZZ
bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
having fever -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-11-16T01:00:00.001+08:00

Dead blog again :x
haha !
im missing him , so long didnt see him online
but if he online i also wont get to talk to him bahs. im scare =)
sighs, birthday coming le. i still remember he said he will pei me celebrate
but i guess wont le bah :)
he must be enjoying his new life .
think he never read my blog anymore.
haiz :( ~ im missing you badly.
i wana tell you how much my heart feel x.x
T______T !
having fever zzz. keep up & down D;
now a days my life was so ...
could you say iloveyou to me again?
hah ! (:

2009-11-11T06:14:00.002+08:00

LAME POST-

Sigh, I guess im really very stupid.
loving you is the pain. & you doesnt know .
everytime i think of you , i tears.
remembering all the past. i tears again.
when i start to ask for coupling in audi.
i thought there was chance to be back together.
i guess im zhi zuo duo qing. :)
& you told me you coupling other girls.
well, from the time you told me this . I tears again!
you made me feel so hurt .
Idk what to do. my heart cant stop missing you
i cant forget everything.
would you tell me the truth.
Do You Still Love Me?
If no, Please tell me & i should step out from your life.
i wont be boring you anything anymore.
make my heart dead .
i'll be heartless. no more feeling anymore ..
please , will you?
just want this answer.

- Msg you in audi. why cant you reply.
please write whatever i said can?
make me fk off from your life! -

2009-11-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

Went out to vivo. shopped around 3hours at there. sian ! LOL
roar , when going back home... at habourfront mrt train inside horrr.
the door is like closing le. my sis went in liao.
then door half way alr ! i was pulling sharoln hand & wanted rush in de. but , no time liao. sharoln at outside , me & sis inside train.. in the end my hand kana kap by the door.. T_____T
fcuk bodoh LOL. blabla.
then went home ! GOing for bed now .
tired !!!!!! T________T
imissyou=[

2009-11-09T07:45:00.002+08:00

Today im going to accompany sis go buy dress with sharoln :) !
will update :D & pictures. :D.
meeting around afternoon. now im still awake zz
currently watching Hi My SweetHeart. its luo zhi xiang show.
A nerdy character. its funny :).
Im waiting for Autumn's Concerto ! argh.
everyweek come out 1time. faint ==..

2009-11-08T07:35:00.000+08:00

Random song i pick in youtube ;D .
hee. im bored :( !

2009-11-06T00:32:00.004+08:00

elated Happy Birthday Eugenn chuaaa. :)
Enjoyed :D.

Now a days got nothing much to post.
been coughing for fews days already.
dying soon -_-
sigh :(

Its a sad song. :((

Its sad x.x , read it. ;(

2009-11-03T07:38:00.006+08:00

Ahh. Right from my heart.
i still love him.
i guess this r/s , make me gone mad -.-
i keep asking ying pei me go drink LOL
but i dont know how to drink. but i wana learn :( !
shag ah. -_- .
seriously, im waiting for him .
but, i guess he wont be coming to find me le bah.
even blog, he doesnt even come & read alr.
just saying out whats my feeling now x.x
i kept reading those audi msg he sent me.
really can keep tears out eh.
sigh, im really sorry i didnt make you happy when we both are together
i always like blaming you for not caring me all these.
we always communicate just like friends. haiz
sometimes i really hate myself for not cherishing our r/s properly.
maybe i make you disappointed & makes you likes other girl?
i really don't know eh. i want a answer.
you told me , if want patch. you need cool down? ..
i keep thinking when we both at grandlink.. saying break that time.
why cant you feel the regret.. after we breaked. & you regret.
but, what for you regret? you dont really love me alr.
why you make me feel that we still have the chance to be together
whywhywhy ! hate myself. i hate myself for waiting for you
i always worry that you will come my place & find me
& im scare im not at home.
why i have to scare? please give me a answer & let me stop loving you.
make me not to worry so much.
FRIENDS / LOVERS? you choose.

If you read this post , & you wana patch or whatever.
Call me. i'll be there, listen what you say.
maybe its the last time we see each other .
or we will continue? :O
i know love cannot be forced.
but i din okay. actually after we broke off that day.
i really want give up everything. but went home. saw those audi msg.
you make my mind really cannot forget le. x.x
tell meeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!
call me & say everythinggg....... T_T
in case you forget my number. ( 9001 9442 ) .

Edit post-
Max, thanks for keeping this r/s .
i guess , your the one who keeping this r/s & didnt say break.
im sorry for blaming .
why didnt you tell me you love her still
& you still continue with me..
when i ownself saw something you wrote in youtube. which is 3weeks ago..
i see le , straight away cried out .
you never love me before right?
sigh, i hate you for not telling me truth.
能不能不愛了因為愛太痛了我痛得快死了卻無法把你忘了
my heart is so painful now, really......
i guess, its time for me to give up.
goodluck max. get her back !
i gave you all my support.
even though i dont bear. but i cant force you anymore
thanks for everything:D

Damnit. coughing badly now -.-
below my eye .. the skin there sibei pain -.-
i think i cry then i wipe till hothot. zzzzz.............
going sleep soon. going out with sis & sharoln.
will update tonight or tml :) !
<3

2009-11-02T04:26:00.002+08:00

Today meet sharoln, shar's meimei , ahxiong & haiping went city plaza eat.
went to eat KFC.
then all accompany me go find max.
its our 2month anni . i told myself at least must see him.
go in grandlink le, max not there.
finding 3lanshop he always go de.
but dont have. then saw his friends around,
& i asked them. where is max. all say dont know x.x
then nevermind. ask other guy, he say max hiding me & friends.
i was thinking why must hide? ..
one of max's friend told me , max told him that we broke off 2days ago?
& another guy say he likes another girl.
i was like wtf? tears drop. :O
my friend all help me go around grandlink & find max..
but still cant find eh. then after quite long ...
he ownself come out & find us..
then me & him at 1side talk :\
i asked him ,
Me : heard your friend say what you told him you broke off with me 2days ago?
Max : No ...??
Me : Then heard that you like other girl?
Max : that is true. i like other girl..
Me : then now you want break????
Max : i think he say dont know -.-
blablaaaaa. then he zao ZZ
then after awhile, we talk again but got ahxiong..
ahxiong : max you still love beeshi anot?
Max : abit..
ahxiong : Max , you want break with beeshi?
Max : dont know ..
ahxiong : ask me want break anot?
Me : dont know ..
ahxiong : pekcek.. 2 also dont know :/
then ahxiong ask eugenn come ..
sharoln also go ask max, if you can find 1girl who can stead with you 2month then you come tell me? Lol...
eugenn ask max quite few times want break anot?
till at last, max shake head & yes? o.o
well, im ok with it.
i dont bear to break. but what can i do?
he already said he love other girl more then me
what for i keeping him now.
sigh, all talk finish then all straight home le.
when i reach home. first is to login my audi !
he broke the audi ring le. really hurt :( !
& he sent me 6msg box in audi..
i read halfway jitao cry out like fk.
if you really regret. come find me we talk face to face.
tell me how much you love me.
if you dont love me anymore, let me go.
stop asking me to be back with you ok?
im soft hearted. im trying to protect myself x.x...
sigh, was crying since 10pm + till now . going 4am.
havent eat eh. mei you wei kou :( !
sobbbbbbbbbbbbbb
MAX, go see sharoln's blog. she asked me to ask you.
http://evalastingfrenships.blogspot.com/
:)

to max,
thanks for those days we spend, but it was a sadly past for us.
maybe you treat me not very good, but i still loving you so much .
when i read the 6audi msg, was quite happy ? x.x
you said you regret. isit true?
if there's is a chance for us to be together.
will you treasure every single moment?
i dont wish to be so cold.
i feel so lonely, :\
sigh, if you really regret , come find me we talk in real
tell me how's your feeling now.
& how's is my feeling, i've beening hurt so much.
love is so complicated x.x
goodluck bah. pray :D

2009-11-01T19:27:00.001+08:00

Im going to look for max !
GLGLGLGL !!!!!
wait meeeee T_T.
i hope your there. :(
byeeeeee

2009-11-01T04:20:00.002+08:00

Feel so sick. not feeling well this few days zzz ......
sian. my audi lic so zz .. -.-
new born worldstar :3
played so many years alr , & its finally . thanks DES for helping lic LOL. ;x
hahahhas ! :D
today is 1st nov? A new month again.
& its our 2nd month anninversary.
max, was ignoring me. didnt reply my pm.
rl no talk. audi also no talk.
what you want.?
i getting very pekcek and very sad..
feel really nothing to you ?
if you dont love me anymore please tell me.
i'll folllow all your decision.
dont make me feel so hurt again and again.
if you say why i didnt go find you , i can tell you.
how am i able to contact you?
sighhhh , if i saw you / meet you.
i want hug you tightly & i'll tell you everything in my heart
i`m trying not to let go this relationship.
iloveyou so much now. been crying over again ... :(
let god decide.
if you come find me later. i still will think a good choice.
if you didnt come find me, maybe its time to let go ???
i always cry, you dont like.
we both together are so unhappy.
im trying my best , maybe i've not? idk
please tell me . how much i do will you be better ??
complicated.
I still love you maximilian .
2month anniversary (:

2009-10-31T02:44:00.001+08:00

Awww, now currently my head still in pain.
throat also pain..
i waiting for him to online. :(
i guess he didnt read my blog le ~ D:
nvrmind.. tkcare..

Baby, do you know tml what day? :)
i`m waitingg for you .. x.x
im going rest le :[
its 3.38am ~

2009-10-30T01:34:00.000+08:00

will blog tml ......
Sick sick .....
who gona look after me . lol
someone i need. it will never be there for me
hope you will come look after me :(
sigh, gona rest now. bb

:(.

2009-10-29T05:40:00.001+08:00

Hi people.
its a lame post again.
For max .
i dont know you got read my blog anot.
if have please tag me :)
now a days i have think alot.
am i still your gf? how long we didnt talk in real life ? i dont want just only say hi / bye .
past fews day i keep go find you. but, you didnt talk. & i didnt talk?
i dont know what topic i have to chat with you.
always i ask you things, you will just say dont know.
just like me. we have same character. same attitude.
but , how much i give in ? how much i do . it will always there
i keeping this relationship from past till now .
if i didnt give in, i dont know we can still continue till here not ?
maybe for you , what i write/talk is just rubbish or nothing to you.
or you may think i`m thinking rubbish again.
i know you dont like me cry.
but i cant, i have to. i feel lonely, who will be there for me?
will you? think bah. how much i can continue, i feel its hurt & i dont feel love now
even around my friends can see how much i tried.
been crying over this whole month. :'(
Someone may say i`m not suit to be a girlfriend for you? maybe?
i admit, i dont really treat you good. but i know i treat you better then you treat me.
im tired , max how long more we can continue?
you say you love me 1314. whats 1314 ?
will there be forever love? will it be the last for us?
if you want to be last. be treasure this relationship.
im dying soon. i dont think im having a relationship now.
im sorry, but really . i cant feel the love you gave me .
iloveyou still .
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

In audition just now.
i know your joking with me. you keep say that gal is your new laopo.
i know she's your god jie. but i still kinda jealous.
cause you didnt talk to me. & seeing you calling people laopo.
how i feel? everytime, before i sleep. i sure go audi see whether are you in anot?
i miss you , i dont know how to contact you.
sigh, at least you did say bb to me. :(
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

later afternoon - night will be at outside.
max, if you coming find me?
please give me a call.
cause i`ll be at outside . tkcare.

2009-10-28T14:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went sharoln house. rest awhile then go down MRT there.
got jia to? lol. then went down meet ahxiong&haiping =]
haiping told me that dear drunk !! my face jitao very worry ! :(
quickly walk to a table ..
suddenly ricky ask me go his table there o.o
but i didnt go ._. ! dear hiding there =.= !
so scare to see me ahhhh !
but nvm , then i went back to my own table there sit & wait for food ;]
all the food was alright! hahas.
i`m happyyyyyyy !!!
thanks ahxiong , didnt know you will ask max come to sit beside me lol
cause we really kinda cold. x.x
hahas. dear , are you reading my bloggg ?
imissyou. long time didnt talk with you.
you still owe me 2kiss LOL ;D
loveyou :)

2009-10-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday meet sharoln & her meimei go eat at paya lebar.
after eating bring meimei go school..
waited meimei release then when to jiu wang ye there
sit there for bout 1hours+ x.x
& saw dear max, he was busy doing his thing !
then me , headed to sharoln's place rest awhile.
then 8pm + went down jiu wang ye there again.
hahs. yesterday is the last day .
so need sent the god go ..
then we all followed. lol x.x
after finish all the god thingy.
me & sharoln , meimei went home ;x
actually wana go down see max de.
but i`m over tired. =.=
& its bout 1am+ T_T...

Awaiting for 2nd month anniversary.
i hope everything change.
i dont want being so cold with you . sigh :(

2009-10-24T18:34:00.000+08:00

Belated happy birthday to sharoln. & Happy birthday to katherine. :)
Sorry dear, i`m tired. wanted to go find you later de.
but i damn sleepy ler. if i never sleep now.
i'll sleep till very late ! :( !
imissyou . x.x
Didnt sleep for long hours eh.
its 6.35pm
i`m off to bed now.
So Baby i`m down down down ~
takecares. anything call me.
Max <3
T_T

2009-10-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

Yawnz, didnt sleep for 1day already....
ytd mid-night play comp till morning..
then Morning went to pei sharoln & his brother go make work permit.
after make finish headed to sharoln's house watch dvd :) !
ghost show. ;3 . nice :D
i don`t want sleep cause of max.
i want to go see him at ' jiu wang ye ' there..
then 7pm + go down eat dinner then go find dear max..
but it seems like... i shouldnt have go T.T
see him there, i really feel like talking to him.
but he didnt come my this side..
he was just talking to his friends. nbm lohs.
I AM SAD cause of...
seriously now. i cannot stop myself not to cry.
if i never cry means im not ur gf !
you know how tired i am?
i still want go find you.
did you really come talk to me -.-?
sigh, why are we so cold.
SIGH SIGH SIGH
T______T

2009-10-21T12:29:00.001+08:00

Baby owe me 2kiss. :)
cause he lose to me in audition ;shy ! ;P
wahahaha !
i hope we will just stop at the happy times.
i wont remember all the saddness times.
seriously, i need you .
i`m wondering should i go find you at jiu wang ye there?
i scare your not there.
& idk what should i talk to you?
i felt myself getting useless.
getting to hate myself more.
maybe i really not suitable to be your gf. but i`m trying to be good !!!!!!! :[
and sometimes i really rude to you.
sorry. a million sorry to you.
maybe you should also think how much you did to me ?
why i always angry & pissed of ?
emotion comes again. sorry didnt mean to be so emo -.-
blablabla. i must be happy :)
i`m here everytime. seeing you i`m happy.
without you, i`m nothing !

if im brave enough, i'll tell you how much i love you.
how much i care for you.
how much i need you...
haiz. i know you don`t like i cry.
i just cant stop myself.
i need your love&care too. :( !
Awaiting for our 2nd month anniversary.
i hope it will be a happy time for us. :)
iloveyou.

2009-10-20T05:57:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, dear max come my house find me @ 6pm+
was still sleeping ! hah. he come my house & say hi then zao liao .
he need go the ' jiu wang ye ' there help . :O
he went off already. i sms sharoln want go eat tgt..??
then ok le , go down eat liao then go find dear @ MRT. jiu wang ye there..
then see him talk with friends -_-! blablah.
after that 9+ , accompany sharoln go da bao food for her brother. :)
then went to fetch sharoln's meimei , & straight home ..

2009-10-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

Went agnes's wedding today.

hah, the food was quite ok. :)

stupid chengfeng sleeping -.-

end up only me & liqing go her wedding !

hah. so pretty leh agnes :D

Hohoho. thanks liqing's friend send me home :D.

2009-10-16T04:29:00.003+08:00

14oct ,
meet yuji & peiling. as normal. lol.
we're going to parklane. ;)
mrt-ed to dhoby ghaut , after that go jcube seesee ;o
erica is working! lol. & idk me & peiling join the jcube community? o.o
blah. hah ! :)
then went to parklane eat mac , play pool ! :)
long times didnt play pool already. LOL!
i was just a noob ;x !
but not bad uh. i`m like addicted to pool ;x
hahaha! :D
sian is the pool not 24hours. 2am closed ): !
after that went chambers play lan. :O
2am + to 7am ! , ( $4.50 ) .
cheap uh? ;D LOL !
thanks yuji :) . he paid all .
bahhh , peiling is tired already then we wanted to go home eh.
but yuji keep want go other place .
like bowling? LOL those weird place x.x
& our mood like sian sian. tired loh ! LOL
but actually got meet after we went home o.o
but i fall asleep :D:D:D:D
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
okay time for bed now. its 4.35am :(
tomorrow is gona be busy for agnes's wedding :) .

all photo taken very long ago , i guess got 1 - 4years ago LOL !
i`ll miss you when your not in eunos. :( .
hope you will remember all the memories we spend. !
loves :D
Me&Agnes<33

2009-10-15T03:20:00.000+08:00

Friends around me, thanks for all your cares.
Stop saying anything bout my boyfriend max.
sigh, maybe cause of some problem.
the ' breaking up ' is out from his mouth.
i dont know what happens.
sigh, maybe we have to talk infront.
i`m sorry for everything.
i`m always blaming you for not caring me.
maybe you think you're caring bout me
but i dont see it.
sorry. loveyou max :( !
i hope this relationship will go on :)
i need you now .

2009-10-14T19:42:00.001+08:00

I wont think so much now !
i'll be going out soon. go out slack :)
will updates tomorrow.
might overnight @_@ ! Lol x.x

max,
imissyou.
takecare :O

2009-10-14T02:37:00.002+08:00

Baby Max.
why i got this kind of feeling.
i feel like its getting further & further.
feel like i`m dying soon, the feeling hurts
i wont break so easily. treasure our relationships . ): !
sighh.
when i saw you in audi, but your not online in my buddy list.
& i went in your room. its happen like
you said its your friend block?
why they have to block me without any reason?
sighzxc. when i saw your not in my buddy list online.
my heart was like, i thought you are breaking with me or.. thinked to much :( !
Sorry, T_T !
.................
tears drop now. idk why. its so sudden.
cant stop myself ): !
baby, i`m sorry . really sorryy for thinking so much
i know you dont like. sigh, sorry
no matter what. i still love youu max !
'Cry is process of love :)

2009-10-13T14:15:00.003+08:00

Been rotting @ homeeeee ;( !
still awaiting for A's wedding dinner this friday.
its so fast. hah.
10years+ friendship will never be apart.
Take good care of you yourself girl :D

Max,
I really hope we will be better.
i dont wish to see us like brother&sisters.
i don`t want stay at home.
i want a outing , with you....
even though we had no money. we still can go out walkwalk? :\
Can we get a chance to talk to each other in real & telling how bout my feeling and your feeling .
your the first boyfriend i talked so rude. LOL. i`m sorry.
treasure everything .
iloveyou. Maximilian.

2009-10-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

i`m worrying. i don't know to describe how my feeling now.
sighh , you make me so hurt.
it will never be healed.
even a sorry. But it will always on my mind
it will be repeating .. you cant stop me from anything .
i`m scare .. :(
at the moment i really want to made up my mind.
think before i do.

2009-10-11T15:27:00.003+08:00

Treasure everything before its gone.
learn how to love someone who really loves you too.
hold it as long as we could.
do your part & i do my part .
don't give up when both are still together .
give chance when he/she did wrongly.

I did my part , I'm scare of losing someone i love.
been quarrell-ed some lame-ing things with him.
but , what i do is for your own good.
you doesnt want to listen its up to you!
i don`t want see you suffer, you also didnt go home
why, i cant stop myself seeing you like this.
your family also too.
please, think think think !!!!!!!!!!!
you need me you come find me.
i need you, i dont know how to find you?
i will only be waiting for you to online.
but you didnt.
you promised me you will tag me everyday.
you promised so much things. did you did your best ??

you said this.
baby cn we promise each other some thing

1st:we no matter wad happen must trust each other n love each other
2nd: dun hide anythin within ourselfs must tell to each other no matter wad sad or happy things also must sae
3rd:cannot ever break cpl n cannot quarrell must let each other
4th: Must at least meet each other once a week(bcse scared our realationship fade)
5th:cannot dun answer my calls
6th: must everyday tag our blog n see everyday
no matter u angry or semo.

I still remember this. i feel quite happy.
1st, i did my best for trusting you & i luv you.
2nd, maybe i should hide something to myself. cause if i tell you it will hurting, i rather i beening hurt & dont wish to make you worry.
3rd, I didnt break audi couple :) . but we did quarrel ;(
4th, Maybe. breaked this promises.
5th, still waiting for your calls everyday .
6th: You broke this promises. sighhh

Awaiting, :(
I want catch a movie with you.
I want go beach with you.
I want romantic with you.
I want alot of things.
We didnt even did onces.
together been 1month + alr.
we are like nothingggggggggg ):

2009-10-09T21:31:00.002+08:00

Ahh. dear max, i really dont know how to contact you.
if i need you , how will you be there for me? ):
i hope you everyday read my blog bah. see if any updates.
at least , you know :)
later i`m going uizuko ( ying ) house.
so don`t come my house find me k . ;( !
i think we 2or3days didnt talk le.
how are you?
that day you come to my house so suddenly. & never tell me
i was quite happy? but you only come bath & go off? -.-
i really dont know whats in your mind.
i dont wish to get colder & colder.
please go home offen. -.-
blaa !

Remember, call me when you free..
you need me go accompany you also call me !
takecare baby :)

2009-10-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with my sis & friend.
went to tamp ;D !
shop around .... -_-!
sis bought 1top 1heels.
$_$ !
blaaaaa.
some pictures i took yesterday :) !

baby max, i love you lots.
i miss you so much ♥,
i hope you really change .
hah. :)

2009-10-05T09:43:00.001+08:00

What goes around comes around :) .

i try not to bother so much.
since i`m not really that important . why should i care so much?
i`m nothing to everyone including you .
to you, i`m just 'like' a friends or worst then a friend? idk / :O
i really hope you change your attitude.
i`m tired & its very tired !
what if 1day i say breakup? will you be regret for not cherish me? :O
or you will be happily finding new girlfriend?

no one knows. i`m really trying hard to keep this relationship.
i did my best already. but you still the same.
sigh, i did told my friend bout you. all will only ask me say break?
but i didnt ok. cause i love you. i`m make my best to be a good girlfriend.
i don`t care what people says bout you. even its very not nice to heard that.
but i just still want be with you. you understand? ):
loving you so much, but i`m just like a .. nothing ?
i keep crying now a days. really don`t know what am i to you.
i don`t know why always is like your fault. & you ignore me
i`ll be the one who say sorry ? i giving in so much....
you will always say your joking.
seriously , i don`t take jokes. haiz.

:( :( :( .. my emotional comes after i be with you. -__-''

4oct,
I went to accompany you . while your working.
& i`m super duper tired. didnt sleep for 2days.
i still tahan cause of you.
sigh, i`m scare to talk to you when your playing.
i`m scare of everything.
i have to kept everything in my heart .
seriously, i don`t know how much you luv me.
you said that i`m not important then darrall.
well, nevermind! maybe i just feel kinda disappointed after i heard that.
bahhhhhh !
when i`m sleeping you called me. i was like attitude you, i`m sorry.
but if you're sleeping . you confirm will scold me & attitude me.
i`m tired max.
Max , i hope you read this & talk to me.
how you think bout me? am i good enough? or bad?

`whats mine is mine,
not yours it will never be yours.
i need you max.

2009-10-04T10:07:00.003+08:00

3rd oct.
yuji came eunos to find me , & sharoln , meimei :)!
we went to eat pizza hut @ Eunos CC.
after that go parkway arcade ;D !
but i am sian de loh -.-
_l_ !
never sleep leh. kan sleepy cans? =.=!
after that yuji followed me to my house -.-
ZZZZZ ! i wanted to sleep lo -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........................
fookszx lah.
then i`m like only way to keep me awake .. play comp -.-
then msn with dear. ;) !
he say his working today. then i tell him i go down pei him :D !
blabla.
after that, peiling&xin came to eunos and meet us ;D
they reach my house downstairs le , then go down find them ;D!
meet liao then walk awhile,.. then take cab down to city plaza find dear. ~
then after awhile peiling&xin walk off to dont know where .. =.=!!!!!
z,z .. i play comp for 2hours only x.x sibei tired -_-!
yuji play 6hours. =.- !
blaaaaaa !!

I am super tired -.-
2days no sleep -.-
zzzzzzz_zzzzzz
goodnight all :D
its bed time ~_~

Dear Max.
i dont know why, when u lose ur game you will so fcking dulan.
sigh, & you like throw ur anger to everyone.
=\ .
when u sleeping. i was calling you wake cause i want make the payment.
you like not happy with me. sibei dulan with me. you say i`m fan?
sigh, i really dont know why....
i feel like crying. but i never. i just being angry
or i should forgive you?
cause your super tired & i woke you up ? x.x
& i`m sorry didnt pei u till 10am. =(
imissyou

2009-10-03T02:19:00.000+08:00

i`m sorry max.
i didnt know i pangseh-ed you.
sorry ....
sigh, scold me bah.
i f off from you.
what am i to you.
i been crying cause of you.
seriously i cant stop myself to cry.
i luv you . ):

2009-10-02T08:00:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night. 9.45pm+ !
dear come knock my house door , while i`m still sleeping LOL.
kana shock eh. but still touched (;
cause its our 1month anni. hah. but nothing special ~
after that bus-ed down to grandlink find Darrall.
blablabla. dear got darrall jiu no have me ._.
i was all alone behind stone -___- ... kinda no mood .. i did tears out.
roar ! whatever. after that go Mountbatten CC. darrall & guys play basketball... -.-!
then got some ' small matter ' , then dear went off with other guy ):
after that me and darrall & his friend go meet peiling, xin & ben ..
meet dao them le jiu slack till morning ..
& bus-ed homeeeeeee !
home sweet home :O .
tired x.x

Anw, Happy 1month anni ;D
i got alot of things want ask you...
but i don`t know how to say.
i scare it wont be a good thing after i say?.
i`m learning to change myself.
i don`t want let people say i`m stupid ... -_-
sigh, you happy jiu call me .
i just want the care & the luvz.
do you really luv me? i`m always wondering ~~
maybe i`m not really important uh?
sigh, sometimes i really dont know want to continue this r/s .
complicated & tired :(
i hope theres a chance for us talk in real life .
i tears for you again. but i dont wish to cry again & Again.
i still luvz you :)
Max. will you be sweeter & closer to me?
you left me alone behind ytd. i really sad. i`m like not even a friend to you.
when we're at outside? :((
i tears cause i keep thinking bout alot of things luh x.x
sorry.
Max.t , Call me if you want ;D !
i go sleep . hohoho

2009-09-30T05:11:00.000+08:00

MaxT ! tml its our 1month :D
where are you now T__T !
missing you :)!
hah. hope to see you tml ~
blaaaa! CALL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
luvz

2009-09-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

Me & Real-blood sister

group photo :)

Reflection!

Her posing sibei cute right LOL

but she's naughty ! :(

2009-09-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

26/o9/o9
5pm+ woke up , prepare done go city square with sis , sharoln & her meimei.
City square mall near-by sibei alot of indians!
ewww ! :@
the mall still ok quite big. got 9storeys i think LOL
crazy one -_-!
nothingg much to shop. some shops still not yet open x.x
after eating @ KFC & trained home le ! :)
reaching home liao !
yuji called , ask wana meet ? LOL
then ok loh. yuji,peiling,xin&ben came to eunos.
& we walk-ed to east coast park.
took us damn long lah. LOL
thenthen xin&ben keep say wowowoo ~ :SS
see no evil ~ touch no evil ~ hear no evil ~ !
walkingggggg- ~~~ ~ ~ ~ ~
leg fcuking pain lahh. dont know walk for 2hours i think. z
finally reach ECP !
stoned somewhere first then after that go mac eat :D
after eating liao ! go somewhere slackkkkkkk till 7+ or 8+ !!
was taking pictures.. & lame-ing :)
thenthen peiling & ... TMM UH LOL. ! :X
sad LOL xD!!!
how i wish i would have someone beside me LOOOOOOOL! ~~~
blahblah ~!
after that slack finish liao walk to other place go take bus.
bus-ed to clementi & take other bus to boonlay :(
so far cans? LOL!
& my leg hurts alot. cant walk properly now!
need sit on chair for very longgggg ! arghhhhh :S
okok, continue~ reach boonlay, go there shopshop !
yuji buying bag for me O_O!
& shop around till bout afternoon. then saw 1 bag i want :)
PERLLINI ! LOL :D
bought that bagbag leeee ! thanks ......
lol -.-
then go slack at mac awhile & then go voiddeck slack till 3+ .
cocking playing lame stuff LOL
guessing song? LOL! & 1 dao 99 . -..- !
roar LOL! hyper active lehhhs. LOL
after rubbishing. when offff leee. trained homeeeee .
blablablaaaa !
endendend- :)

hoping you will treasure everythinggggg:)
i`m confuse. &i`m brave now.
HAHAHAAH! :D

2009-09-26T09:50:00.004+08:00

Awaiting ):
imissyou. where you go ~
;sigh x.x

i`m tired @@ !
now going sleep already.
i`m waiting for you dear. dont know whats ur wake up timing now. x.x
this week we havent meet :O
seeyou soon ~ tc =]

waiting for your call.
*to ask me pei uu online play.
*ask for meet.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
nights :D

2009-09-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

sigh, i dont know what to say.
dear, I'm sorry .
you login my account without telling me
& its not the first time.
kinda .. -.-
when i login back my account & you say me what? .
-______-
nvmmmmm !
i really dont want quarrel &its just a small problem liao..
& you called me & you keep talk to your friends.
i`m happy you called me. but you know i`m sian-ed ? -.-
i keep hello hello HELLO !
no reply -.-
............................................................................................
then you still play audi . nvm BUT ITS SO LOUD. ? ... then i kup le, pekcek -.-

:(

2009-09-23T16:07:00.000+08:00

MaxT. i fucccck youuuu. block me msn :( !
don`t talk to me liaooooo , you good :( !
i go draw circle , buai ! :(

` I'm feeling low low low lowwwww ~
no one knows .
read my heart , see how much more i can go on ..
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(..
shaggg !

_l_ maxtjjx ! HAHAH

2009-09-20T07:05:00.002+08:00

Hi world :3
its blogging again x.x
yesterday evening meeting yuji,peiling go grandlink slack .. & dear with me :}
so together go grandlink liao , play comp for 2hours ~ :o
after playing, peiling went off first. & BABY pangseh me :[
-Angry-
i know you miss grandlink so much !..
how about me? you left me with a guy(yuji) ... -.-
jitao bwg loh x.x...
but i hope you do better , i`m trying to do my best
i`m so scare you no money play & bored dao siao &&& no money eat T_T
sighhhhh =((((
i`m so soooooooooooo tired, argh !
after dear left me,...
me & yuji go paya lebar MRT find peiling.
go slack @ tampines.
after that xin&ben come slack also ;o !
chit chat awhile , then go tampines near-by de lanshop.
saw baosheng,randy they all ? LOL O.O!
so qiao @@ !
And the keyboard & speaker totally suck :)?
after playing liaooooo , go mac makan x.x
then then go tampines there de park? LOL
slack untill 5+
i`m fcuking itchy eh.
i still tahan lahhhh. but i`m not feeling well. no choice ....
then waited for the first bus/train x.x
peiling went off le , then xin,ben & me take train home :O!
lalalla. nothing much liao ._.
buai ;o !
nighttts !!

Baby,
i don`t know how much i can change you.
i hope you would listen to me more . :(
i dont wan to tears again & again .
i`m tired liaoooo ley ~~
but i still love you . =)
1heart2loves, <3

ALERT BABY~
BABY ! CALL ME WHEN U WANT ME ONLINEEEE ! iloveyou =]

Me & Baby <33 ! (:

2009-09-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

Baby, iloveyou!

2009-09-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

Hi world ~
Today uncle called me & ask me ask mommy go down daddy there & take $ ? ;o
cab-ed down, in the end no $ , LOL ~
what a jokeeeee -_-'
nvm lo. sun bian visit daddy ~ :)
after visiting , went to AMK .
bought shoes & clothes ? :D
weets ~
$__$ !
then then homeeeeee swweettt homeeee ! i`m tired. gona rest le :D

Baby ): !
I'll always be there for you ~
Nothing gona change my love you .
& Baby , i hope you change yourself soon. ok?
loving you Maxxxxx. :D

`

2009-09-10T23:06:00.006+08:00

Dear , god give us a chance to be together.
hope we treasure everything, share everything too :)
learning to love & care for each other now & forever.
Baby♥ , I`m so in love with you~
hope everything go alright. :)
trust me , i wont hurt you , & you too. don`t hurt me :(
okok? x.x

' o9o9o9 is the day we married in audition ,
Meaning of o9o9o9 : chang chang jiu jiu ? ;) Everlasting :D
This is the first time i passed this wedding lic with 1st try & passed in 1min time? LOL
wahaha ! !

M'Tjx, Aku Cinta Kau. Iloveyou. !!
Every 1st's of the month , hoping to have a sweetz-memories :D
Hope every 1st's , you're with me . blessing ~ ;]
Even is just a normal meeting also will do. ii still will remember everything!
Nothing will change my luvz for you ; muah !

2009-09-09T01:16:00.006+08:00

Baby I l3ve u foreva 1314 3344<3 ;mua

(wa0 full slot Im so FAMOUS!!!! lolx)

(Baby 7 Hearts hehe^_^)

(Tis Is wad i wan to see sucess n baby is MINE!!!;luv)

(gratz ~Kira~ - Youjin Take Dao Flower:D)

(all still dun wan leave see all miss mii hahas)

(couple Info)

(Couple License Baby write de so nice of u;mua)

(Baby My Mega For U<3^^)

2009-09-07T05:08:00.003+08:00

Baby ,
iluvyou no matter what.
counting on our luvz , 1st's . ^^
missing you now ! :(
Later got N' level exams.. jiayou ! ♥
muahhh ! :D:D
Rest more uhhh . i know your tired now . x.x
tkcares&withloves♥

2009-09-04T10:22:00.005+08:00

Its blogging time again (:
Just came back home . quite tired!
Hah. Riceyy,darrall & dear come eunos find me.___.
& cab-ed to grandlink , after that Riceyy say she's hungry !
so we walked to paya lebar MACs.
but its closed. x.x
so we cab-ed down to darrall's place there de MAC.
after eat , slack awhile at darrall house downstairs then we went up his house rest :)
watch dvds. o_o! watched ' SAW II ' .
dear is scare of ghost show ehs ! lools . ;p
Got me don`t scare . hahas ! but i also scareeeeee lmao.
after watching the show. all get into bed & Sleeeep ~~~~ ;D
but dear sleep so long :P . pigpig~
~~~~~ blaaa
after dear awake , we accompany riceyy & darrall go eat ;o
then cab-ed to grandlink ~
thanks dear for the accompanying me to wait for bus .
luvz.
nights its time for bed. ;D
rest more dear. ):

Elmo without l .
kept everything into my heart.
ilyMTJX

2009-09-02T08:52:00.004+08:00

Hi world :D
I think dear ask me post today , if i`m not wrong :x
he blurblur , so cute !
mid-night dear ask me go grandlink find him :)...
4am+ went out of my house , then go down take cab go.
thanks to the taxi driver . so nice of you ;x
didnt charge me money ! :P
~~
i walk to lanshop there .
saw dear sitting with 1 uncle so cute LOL;x
then pei baby go smoke :)..
after that went in to lanshop playyyyyy !
3hours+ @_@ !
i`m so tired already . baby also tired x,x
thanks for sending me to outsideeeeeee !
Restmore , Lovee youuuuu manymany ♥♥♥
^^

baby, i think when you saw this i think i still sleeping ! :P
when you online call me. ♥
Missyou. (;

2009-09-01T11:25:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning meet max ~:D ♥♥♥
meet for bout 1hour..
chit-chat , ;D
heeheeees ~
thanks for sending me back ;lub ~ :X
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

babeeeeeeeeeeeeee,Max♥ ~
I guess you fall aslp already =\
waited for you 2hours+ ):
so sleepy now ~ going for bed le .
nightttts :D

2009-08-26T16:21:00.000+08:00

Sigh, speechless -
I hope you will be alright, cheer up ):

I`m all alone.
I`m not the one.
:[

2009-08-19T04:43:00.000+08:00

happy birthday mommie.
thanks for everything.
iloveyou mom !

2009-08-19T03:59:00.000+08:00

Bored, blog dead again & again x.x
been watching fated to love you this show.
nice show . (:
blaaaaaah.

imyj.
this is the 6th day you didnt contact me :[
sigh, maybe you trying to make me forget you..
but i cant, :(
i`ll be waiting .
=(

2009-08-13T02:55:00.001+08:00

Sigh, i miss your everything.
i hope time will stop at 12aug. ):
i want you ~ i need you ~!
T___T